Suzanne Rhodenbaugh
Worry
I see us with arms linked
in a circle, heads forward,
the center our benign own
little crater, a dark spot
of safety in the basement.
The sky of Washington,
will it be red or black?
Will it be cold or fire
and how soon?
Should I start out
on a long dark road
south to the family who made me,
once mine’s gone?
Bandits may be about, like in Chinese stories.
In Alaska, I think the Eskimos will start north,
to the very rim of the world.
I’ll pass dead cars and thriving maggots,
perhaps roaches talking openly now.
It will be lonely to think of the whales
and dolphins mourning for us, making the oceans
rise with their crying. And the wild horses on The Plains,
all the confused sad deserted dogs.
And at the end, will God look down
and know a blackened socket
where His eye,
His only eye, had been?