Thom Caraway
Night Work
Ours is an old house, one that settles
on a basalt foundation. Summer
has broken, clouds gray once again,
thick with mountain snow and piling.
First, the dog goes out back.
I close the chickens in, the nightly fight
for the best spots on the roost,
small clucking and vicious beaks.
A pass through the house, close
the kids’ doors, shut off reading lights
left on once again. Set the coffee-maker
on automatic, ready for morning.
All closing is just preparation
for opening. There’s nothing final
in a locked door, in a closed window.
I stand on the front porch,
smoke a cigarette, and read something.
I have to stand in the light to see.
Something moves in the yard,
a shadow against the grass.
One of the cats, or a skunk.
A man rides his bike down
the middle of the street,
The man in the house on the corner
shouts obscenities at someone
who left months ago. These small
lives and large, a couple in a hurry
to somewhere else, refusing night.
If this is the heart of the city,
the ventricles have grown decrepit,
walls weak against all that moves
against them. Inside once more,
I let the dog in, scratch her head
before sleep. The doors locked,
the house breathes its last, holds it.
I can’t bring the light back.